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Saturday, July 15, 2006
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it was a matter of choice.and entirely mine. why isit so hard to decide? there was a time i want it more den anything else. there was a time i wished it would disappear. but now i'm at the crossroad, not knowing if i would bear to let it go, or just continue going on... darn. i noe u want me to continue learning. but i just dun haf the commitment to continue. i dread the practices, i dread the pieces, i dread the complicated fingerings i haf to learn. we nv manage to discuss tis topic in peace, always ending up in a quarrel. i dread saturdays. u noe why. yes, perservance, persistant and self disciplinery. i noe it aids and molds me in these aspects it isnt a easy road u said. but since i made the decision i shld stand by it till its complete. u were afraid tt i'll become someone who would give up easily and wouldnt be able to stand by my decisions, live up to my words in the future. but its just too hard, too hard... pls, dun push me for an answer right now. i'm confused |
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