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Saturday, November 25, 2006
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wow hoh. another week has passed. darn. 1 less week of hols. guess i have to rlly start on my homework. i promise i'll start from...tml? at least finish a tutorial of maths...revise on organic chem.. by the following week...o yeah, still got bio tutorials. darn. but peili said that its easy, so not that bad lar. all tabulations on how the the offspring will turn out. whether it'll be abnormal like having 3 eyes, 4 mouths, 19 fingers,etc...or will turn out just fine.spent quite alot this week. omg. i feel so guilty, rlly splurge. and another hand i kept telling myself i have to start saving. i guess my hol work's salary has been more or less used up by now. haa. gotten myself an mp3, sony one. i think its rlly nice, but i think i need time to figure how does it work. gotten myself 2 shirts, took neoprint. die. rlly spent alot leh. and i just agreed to watching phantom of the opera musical. haa haa. but since broadway seldom come, i guess its just worth the ticket price. but so far, i guess the money is well spent. but i still need money for purple top and perhaps a decent pair a black pants. there goes my nxt month's tuition fees that i'm collecting. had a pretty great time today at the bbq. ha, with peili and church friends, quite a weird combi but it turned out well. lotsa long time no see faces turned up lar. its a gd thing but somehow i just feel cheated. i mean, they just come for special events but normal tuanqi they dun give a damn? this is certainly not directing to those who have other commitments, but i mean, if u look rlly deep into ur heart, are you just coming for friends but not for God, my long time christian friends? certainly, i find that its getting harder and harder to be a christian nowadays. you often find your own values very different from the world. its not like the bible didnt mention it before but i mean it challenges you to stand by what you believe is correct. but certainly not argue ur way through and piss everyone off. and action always speak louder than words. if you only know how to preach and preach but not do what you say, you are definitely a bad testimonial for God. i know i'm not perfect, i do fail many a times, but at least, we shld start looking into the matter and change right? lonely, i am so lonely. mom and dad are only coming back tml night. and i'm alone at home. the hse just seems too big for 1 person to be in it. and the show that i'm catching on youtube didnt haf updates. the person uploading it just stopped. neh neh, couldnt find other ppl uploading it. so many a times, i end up having nothing to do but just too late to practice the piano, too tired to touch my homework, dun wanna leave my room coz the lights are all switched off outside, loneliess just seems too much to handle. perhaps i'm fortunate to always have my parents with me, therefore having them to leave me alone for a weekend is torturous for me. haahaa. enough for today. i'll go off to bed now. :) |
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