Wednesday, March 07, 2007 -
heh, finally managed to pull myself together abit. no doubt the confidence has dropped way low. maybe it isnt a bad thing.... started the week a very bad way... woke up late on monday, had a terrible tummyache on the bus, hands and feet went ALL COLD. haas, thank God i managed to pull it thru all the way to school where i finally go to the washroom to relieve myself. first time leh. broke out in a cold sweat.

then lotsa things happened, i dun think i rlly wanna talk abt sch right now. just that the stress is giving me a headbutt instead of climbing silently up my back like it was during o levels. darn. heh. kop that line from neil humphreys actually. o, heh, talk abt him, i'm currently reading a book "notes from an even smaller island" by neil. damn funny, damn sarcastic too. its abt how a British man looked at singapore. yup, from what he's wrote, i guess he's been in spore for quite some time. shld go and read his book if u wanna have a good laugh. got 3 books though.

guess there's just no two ways abt a level. u want results, u need to study. no more gd lucks, no more "damn heng" or u just get the subject. o, i'm retaking chinese though. the exam's in june, so i figured, after discussing with my chinese aka form teacher and parents, they all think i shld give it one more go, since i've been performing... yup, i couldnt take the shame either, so i think i'll retake. persevere girl. darn.

if there's just one thing i could ask for, gimme nothing but lessons in sch. i couldnt take ur nonsense anymore, always getting on my nerves. i'm trying my best to control my temper already. i know i've not been an exactly nice person, and i might sound hostile, but pls, dun piss me off like its just ur niche in school. okay, mean. downright mean. repent carmen.

bleahs, guess i shld award myself with 1 episode of whatever show i wanna watch with 1 WHOLE piece of hw finished. heh. that's some motivation... ER seems as though it's finishing soon on tv. argh... old show, but interesting. no wonder elaine loves it so much. i love it too.

okay carmen, off to bed! goodnight everyone.


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