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Friday, October 12, 2007
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heh, SING sang last week during service and wow, it was beautiful. i recorded it and kept listening to it over and over again. and it was only then when i realise how much i missed SING. haha, but also feeling abit sad cause i know singing is not my niche but i think i'll try harder to sing better. haha. all the zhao xia problems.....and anyway, today's officially the last day of sch. however, i dun feel sad at all! gosh, maybe things were too complicated and happened too fast, so it ends up being over before i realise it. basically, i rlly think maybe i'm becoming a worse person somehow. i mean, how else am i suppose to explain why all these happened? 1. my friend started ignoring me last fri--cause she said i always left her alone with "her" 2."she" started sticking like super glue 3. i finally blew my top at "her" on tuesday i have already given up on trying to make everyone ard me happy and trying keep my friends. i mean, i'm not sure if i have been a gd friend but friends have been leaving me for reasons i couldnt not decipher nor accept. and when i try to savage it, they just refuse to accept it. i rlly dunno what you want anymore but if treating me as a stranger will make you feel better, go ahead then. i know i sound abit...mean or some may say i'm escaping from the problem but what else could i do? it's not like i havent tried to solve the problem and though it may sound abit irresponsible to some people, it just began to hit me that it was just impossible to get everyone to agree with you and like you. talk abt reality checks. darn. well, nothing much i could do now but just pray hard all turns out well. its difficult and tiring to have a friend whom you care abt to not like you anymore. hai. i just gotta move on. but thank God for mom, who's always there with a listening ear for me. thank you Lord for giving me a mom whom i know will always stand by me and nv forsake me. :) |
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