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Saturday, May 17, 2008
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heh, praise the Lord! i got accepted! like so sudden. i was like blogging and prep-ing myself tt i might not get into uni on wed and i recieved the letter on thurs! xia dao. chao happy. and super funny. i smsed sze man to tell her the gd news and in less than 30 secs, my phone was ringing."hello, carmen! o....you got accepted!!! arh....you see how happy am i? my left hand open the sms on my hp and my right hand immediately pick up the house phone to call u le. arh!!!" haha, she's the funniest and most excited response i got. my parents also heave a loud sigh of relief. must be hard on them, worried but cant show it if not i even more worried:P thanks passerby! heh, and all the friends who tried to cheer me up and were there for me for the pass half month. though it's just 2 wks, it's like the worst and longest 2 wks tt i've been through. through this, i experienced God's hands in my life. haha, how i shld listen to His voice before asking for what i want, how to try to know Him more rather than trying to understand His reasons for things tt happen in my life. bestie confirm going to aussie in july already. i'll miss you many many. argh...and esther's going to shanghai... darn. but she's only going for 5 days...heh, but next year, if she rlly flying arh....wah...i'll be all alone with kat. and super sad lar...i've been watching the news every morning and am crying every morning. haha, i dunno why. it just saddens me everytime i see new updates on the aftermath of the cyclone in mynammar and earthquake in china. the death toll's just too shocking. i mean, we're not talking abt hundreds or thousands. we're talking abt 10,20 thousands this time. it's rlly time to take global warming seriously. somehow, it just scares me. i came across the term "green hse effect" in p6 and got to know abt what is it and what would it cause in sec1 or 2. but now, which is just 5yrs apart, all the things i've read are becoming true. i mean.....it scares me how our world will be like in the next 5 years or even in 1 year's time. pray for the earth. pray for good governance, pray for world peace. this may sound cliche but dun you think it's very real? i mean while watching the news, the news abt the "hilary and obama" election war just doesnt seem to be tt impt anymore when you hear news on china and mynammar. and the iraq war? the more they report it the more it seems like a futile war. when faced with natural disasters and life and death, then human beings realise how vulnerable they are. they recognise how foolish it was to be trapped in power struggles, etc. thankfully this time i didnt hear "Where's God?"phrase appearing on media again. i dunno why but hopefully it's because they've truly understood why God has allowed this to happen. i believe many christians have enough of answering this qns for the 911 incident and the tsunami incident already. ppl dun turn to God until the most critical moment. why dun i hear ppl crying out for God when the economy is soaring but keep on singing "God save america" when WTC collapse? i mean, be fair lar. hm... okay, shant be too aggitated. just.... disturbed. |
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