Wednesday, May 14, 2008 -
i guess i'm the most optimistic pessimist. dun huh me, it's a oxymoron(like the....)

haha, i havent recieved any letters from any university and i guess i'm most likely rejected. but then i was thinking.....maybe this is my chance to do lots more before i ever get into a university. maybe nursing isnt the road for me? maybe i shld go for physio or occupational therapy course in nyp(which i considered) next year? maybe i shld go etc etc??? hm...

was surprised at my own mood swings last wk. wasnt in the best of mood so didnt blog for quite long. thank God for family and friends support. though i couldnt say i'm completely cheered up but at least, i feel peace in my heart...(at least less uncertain than less week)

and was watching news these few mornings and hai, there are just 1 too many tragedies happening. it just reminds me how fortunate i am and how much God provides. but haha, here i go again. i just HAVE to comment on wen jiabao. he rlly impressed me by his patriotism for China by rushing down to si chuan to help the casualites, though he didnt rlly go for frontline jobs but at least much better than errmerrmmm who just continue reading fairytale story to kindergarten children when WTC got hit and got down to orlean 1.5days after the flood. haha, chao biased. but honestly, no matter how chinese ppl piss me off with their inconsiderate actions at times, they are rlly a bunch of patriotic homosapiens. i mean, look at the oylmpics wave...all the anti-france(or anti carrefour, at least tt's what i felt.), peace talks, the pride and the honour they take in hosting oylmpics... i mean come on, locals arent tt patriotic are we? we live in a super safe country which makes most of us think tt ns is a waste of time and students who studies abroad will hide their singlish and come back to sg not hiding their foreign slangs and local uni certs are always inferior to overseas uni certs. arh... haha.

i mean no doubt if sg gets critised, there would always be quite a number of singaporeans who would stand up for sg but would we go to the extend like chinese do? hm...maybe our national identity is diffused with too many diff cultures and backgrd such tt we dont have a very great sense of belonging. hm, i dont know.

o yeah, this paragraph is specially dedicated to cheryl(but i doubt she reads my blog. haha). you dont have a tagboard lar, so cant tell u on ur blog. but what u wrote was very sweet and funny. haha. seeya on sunday then:)


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