last sem was crazy. juggling with friends, family, work, sch, services, definitely tiring. and i think my temper became worse, attention span getting worse, and finding it a chore to think/ reflect. and die, i start to find the joy in retail therapy. not good for my bank account at all... bleahs. but at the same time, i gain many things. like getting more familiar with drugs because of work, get to learn much more because of the activities that i'm involved in, encouraged and been encouraged by different ppl who step into my life.

looking back, while sharing at nursing ministry, i rlly feel that my previous attachment was a wake up call. ppl like to ask why i chose nursing... contrary to common answers/ reason (like because rlly have the passion to nurse ppl, like caring for ppl, etc), i rlly dun have that calling. it just so happened that after A levels, many ppl suggested that i try nursing, and somehow, i chose it. i always thought and still believe that it was God's plan to lead me into nursing cause i rlly find myself enjoying nursing much more than i could ever expect. i always believed that it wasnt me who chose nursing but nursing which chose me. but nursing is rlly a humbling experience. i mean, it rlly boils down to serving ppl and working with ppl, rlly realising we're not that different, not superior to them in anyway. it's scary when i notice pride consuming me unknowingly, how i complain abt the unfair treatment i'm receiving and complain abt why am i knocking off late, why the patient HAS to call me to do things when i'm abt to knock off. not happy with my attitude during my previous attachment. bleah. hope the next one will be better, i will do better:)

right now, as i come to the end of my second year in nursing (actually, already ended, i'm a N3 now), it was rlly a thrilling roller coaster ride. the beginning of year 3 makes me excited but at the same time, fearful. i'm not sure what the future holds, what this semester will turn out to be.... haha, i cant help but to have an awesome feeling abt this semester. haha, ask me how i feel again at the end of the year man. i wonder what would my answer be. hehe.

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