Wednesday, December 08, 2010 -
attachments brings the worst out of me:(

i seem to be more competitive, more judgmental (of my colleagues, sadly) than i am in school. but today when i try to be more open to one of my coursemates (one whom i didnt rlly see eye to eye with), it seems that it is possible to work tgt with people i dun like, if i am willing to put down my prejudice and start afresh again.

my ward's rlly boring... cause there's 27students. that's even more students than patients. :( but ironically, the teaching and guiding by the CI is by far, the best and most well-coordinated one of all my attachment. well, guess you cant have everything in life eh?

okay, i'm quite demoralized by caroling. this is so tough. N3s only have 2 people joining. hai. i'm just not good at publicizing to my friends. hai.

but there are still things to be joyful and thankful about. good clinical instructors who are ever so patient and concerned abt our learning. nice lingting to swap shifts with me... so i won't feel so shitty. the caroling sectional leaders are zai~ jia mian was super nice and understanding to lend us cvcf's keyboard. i have very supportive committee members and sectional leaders:) and hanyang (coordinator for KWSH caroling 2 years ago) came to a Christ a few months ago:) so much for hoping to tell him the good news through this event... God worked in his life much earlier than we did. haha.

i can only cross my fingers and pray hard that everything goes well on sat, next sat and caroling itself.


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