A&E is fun, but i feel that i need a preceptor who is available to monitor me throughout a shift. i mean, yes, i'm doing all my daily chores well, skills are getting better but i feel lost and dun rlly know what's going on when i just help all around. no continuity and before i know the reason why some of my patients come in for, they left. to the wards, discharged or even crossed over. and i cant help but to feel like a vulturer at times. hoping that there are more cases so i'll have the opportunity to learn, to take case, to take a standby. dilemma eh.

some staff are nice, some staff are less friendly, some staff just ignore us. rawr. i can't help but to feel stressed. claudia is fast and good at her work and knowledge, xuan ting is calm and steady. i'm like the weakest link. i do feel the stress to perform, to live up to a degree nurse standard and be worthy of my pay. !@#$%.

gcube's fund raising's going well. hope it continues to get better:) hee. hope to sell off all the shirts i have. rlly encouraged and touched by friends' support:) and i have to continue practicing my guitar. but the one at home's just so difficult to play. :(. my fingers are dying.

and finally, the question which everyone's asking. to graduate or to do honours. i dunno i'm sian, rlly sian. i'm just not gonna think abt it for now. i have enough things at hand which i have to deal with or to solve. i'll just wait till my results come out and decide. meanwhile, i've decided i'll study properly for my exams this time. do remind me to study when you see me around. it'll rlly be helpful, in case i laze off again. and practice guitar.

in essence, :|

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